My bipolar mood swings really do not help me. ;_; One second, I’m pumped about commissions, then not even 5 minutes later, I’m deflated and too depressed to do anything. It’s so frustrating.
I want to spend, spend, spend my money on stuff so much. But I can’t. Supposed to be saving up and all. And I know if I buy whatever my heart desires, it won’t make my truly happy. That’s what hurts the most.
But since it’s a new day, I’m hoping to get sketches done at least. One step at a time… *sighs* u_u”